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yes god im alive!

life's been good on me but pretty much a routine! work-home-work-random meetups-dinner with family those kinda thang. not that i'm complaining. loving work & am gonna say it here..... that i'm..... SIGNING ON WITH HELLTON hell yea. idk if it's a good decision well i'm still working out and making my dream come true

hmmm 1 more month till i end my internship. 1 more month as a trainee. 1 frikking month.... how can time flies THAT fast? sigh. god i nvr knew i'd even survive my first 6 months in this industry. dude..... it's 1 year alrdy & i'm starting to love this place and the people so much

my internship = my first job. i still rmmbr how scared i was and how much i dread work! took me 4 months to really adapt. learnt so much things. plenty of burnt marks. got fucked up here and there. sweat buckets in the kitchen. 10 or more hours spent in the kitchen all day. never easy.............. but i loved it SO MUCH!

so yup 1 year gone... hopefully plenty more years with hellton to come, perhaps? heh. nvr thought becoming a chef is THIS hard! soooo muchhhh more to learn! plenty of skills to master and i believe i'll make it one day, make my folks proud and put on a white jacket with my name engraved with pride (':

i typed too much, i know but i wanna say that i'm missing alot of people and it makes me sad )':

i desperately need a break, sit down.. all alone..and get inspired to.. hmmmmmmmm WELL

till my next post yguys! mowaks

bye