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it scares me thinking about the future sometimes. (i am just being random la anw)

work's so far.. err good? haven't been fucked up yet. idk why i just love/hate work ): idk how to explain laaa. i'm the only malay there. everywhere they talk in chinese i feel like a bloody dumbass not trying to catch what the fuck they talking bout. who knows they might talk about me right! but everyone's friendly la... haiya idk laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

it's only 1 week. i have 1 year to endure. have so much to learn and absorb @ the same time. it's worst than studying la. idk how to tell what i'm feeling right now. mixture of this & that!

all i want now is to get over with this damn thing!

i'm off to work now! on a sunday )':

bye